Prejudging has come and and gone, and it was such a whirlwind! It felt like we were on stage for a whole 10 seconds before it was over. I ended up getting 3rd call outs which probably puts me somewhere between 11th-15th out of 38 in my class. I knew going into this show I wasn't going home with a pro card and I was completely ok with that, but was really hoping for a top ten finish. I would be lying if I told you I wasn't a bit disappointed. I'm more disappointed in myself than anything else for not following what my heart, mind, & body were telling me. The last few weeks I went into a huge depression mode and was absolutely miserable. I was angry, sad, resentful, lost, and so much more. I knew this just did not feel right from my psyche to my health and everything in between. I guess you live and you learn! Changes will definitely be made moving forward.
Now I sit here looking at my bag of cookies and poptarts thinking, "Well it doesn't matter now. Just eat them!" But I'm going to hold it together and finish it out tomorrow. THEN I will be slamming some cookies and all sorts of other good stuff! Less than 24 hours! Time for some sleep....tomorrow is going to be a loooooooong day!
#BeYou
